Holidays

I'm on leave at the moment, something I had booked before mum passed away. Been enjoying the ;eace and the non-guilt about doing nothing. Finished reading my book just before and the kids will be home soon so the peace will be no more.

I wonder how hard it will be to go back to work in a week and half? Especially to a job that you may not get to sit down in sometimes?

My neighbour is being very industrious next-door. Gardening by the sounds of it and the trailer loads of dirt he's been getting every day. Wish I could be that busy. Why am I so lazy? Why can't I get up and just DO stuff?

When we were spending time with my brother in Sydney - i was flabbergasted that he would get up after every meal, clear away the plates and then wash them - straight away. Why can't my family do that? Why does my husband sit there - looking at the dirty plates for days and not noticing? Why is it always me that has to clean up?

i need a holiday - from life....